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Why did you go?I felt like nothing,
and cried.
Where were you?
Right by my side.

I lost a loved one,
and cried.
Where were you?
Right by my side.

I got in a fight,
and cried.
Where were you?
Right by my side.

I was blocked out of the life,
of my best friend.
The one I loved.
I cried.
Where were you?
Gone because you wanted me out of your life.

Her StoryShe sits there.
About to break down.
She looks at her friends.
But she cant say a word.
She cant tell them
Whats making her
happy, alive,
but yet hurting her inside.
She and one other
knows the whole side.
Another knows half
and sits there and asks, "Why?"
She sits there about to cry
knowing no one
will ever understand.
Just her and him.
But yet
She hardly know her self.
She cant answer why.
And if she asked for that answer.
She would loose every thing.
Make every thing go away.
The happiness and the sadness.
She knows
its apart of life.
For every thing good
bad comes with it too.
But she thinks
The other cant accept it.
And is scared of it.
And oddly that is what is hurting her the most.
So she sits there
Helpless
And copes with the
bad that comes with the good.

Grow Up KidI feel alone lately,
lost and hurt.
I try to tell my friends,
but they turn it into a contest.
Who's life is worse?

I get it
there are other people out there
who have it worse then me.
Yet venting isn't self centered.
Or I don't think it is.

I want to go back,
to when I was 5.
When I didn't know,
what this kind of hurt is.
When I didn't lay awake in bed,
lost and confused.

But you gotta grow up kid,
two more years,
then you're on your own.
Grow up kid,
because everyone is blaming this on hormones.

His storyHe stands there
and looks at her.
He doesn't know any more.
What to say,
what to do,
what is right.
He loves her.
But he is
tired of hurting,
Him self and others.
He has no clue what will make it better.
To just leave now
so he wont hurt her any more,
Or stay just to make her like this again later in life.
He is so confused
and yet scared to.
He would never want to loose her.
He at least wants to keep her as a friend.
He can tell her anything and every thing.
He can trust her with it all.
He walks away
mad, sad
but yet acting
like he is happy
so the world will leave him alone.

Apple TreeThere on top of the hill,
sits a little apple tree.
With the best one you will ever see,
but on the inside is sour.
Then there is little neglected ugly me,
who has a taste as sweet as can be.

Everyone wants to pick the other,
while no one looks at me.
They go to her every day,
I just sit and rot away.

One time someone saw me,
but just threw a rock my way.
Just some days,
I wish I was the other apple.

Then finally one day,
someone stops and looks at me.
Really looks and doesn't cause pain.
My only question is,
will I finally be picked over the other?

Learn to say goodbyeI listen to our song
one last time.
I delete your number,
because you don't want to talk again.

I thought that now,
things would change.
But you just put me,
in second place again.

So its time for me,
to learn how to say goodbye.
Learn how to take back,
all my i love you's.

Because now you only wanna talk,
when you want something from me.
I can't take that anymore.

So I get rid,
of that picture of us.
Then pack away all the memories.

That Was UsI lay awake in bed,
staring up at the ceiling.
Not knowing what to do,
because I only want to be with you.

Then I start to laugh,
because the memories start coming back.
How we would joke around and say,
that was the worst way to spend a day.

How you would say,
that you won our "fights".
How I would say,
you just had some luck.

How you thought I was crazy,
for how many movies I haven't seen.
How I thought you were crazy,
for watching that many.

Then the sadness comes back.
Since I just had to fall for you,
right before you had to go.

HimSeeing his smile
lights up my day.
Getting a hug from him
can turn any of my bad days around.

I love being with him,
and i hate it when he is gone.

He is in my mind
all the time.
And when i think of him
i get butterflies in my stomach.

He is most of the happiness in my life.
I love him so much.
And i can't imagine my life with out him.

You are not aloneIts been forever since they talked.
She tells him she has felt alone,
with not one person by her side.

He feels hurt by this.
He tells her the truth.
That he is always by her side,
never gone for a second.

The girl starts to cry,
and feels stupid.
That it took that long
for her to see what she had.

That she has someone
that will always stick with her.
Even if he can't hug her.

They go on as one.
With their love stronger then ever.
It is not lost in the wind anymore.
The pain in their hearts are gone.

Because two people like this,
shoul never part.
This is true love.

What did I do?Honestly I don't know what to think anymore,
what parts of what I believe is really true.
Everyone is walking out the door,
I don't have a clue.

It makes me wonder,
about all the bad talk that could be going on.
If they bad talk the so called better people,
it makes me wonder all the bad they say about me.

What do they call me?
A bad friend? When I'm always there.
Desperate? When I only like one guy.
A downer? When I hide sadness around everyone.
A big mouth? When I listen to problems and not talk about mine.

These people are what I call "friends",
say they are there when they are not.
Luckily I still have a few friends,
that will help me

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She is not quite sure what for.
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A symbol of pure,
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A Year Ago

by ~moonsand9999, Sep 23, 2012, 5:35:45 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I can't believe it was a year ago,
that you stole my first kiss.
For once in a long time,
I felt wanted by some one.

A year ago I had my first date,
who really swept me off my feet.
You held me close,
and did not want to let go.

A year ago I was told I love you,
I told it right back to you.
I did not want to leave you,
but we had to go back to class.

Now back to the present,
to where you left me.
We hardly even talk,
just because out of no where,
you went and did this to someone else.

A Year Agoby ~moonsand9999

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©2012-2013 ~moonsand9999

I cant believe this was really a year ago

~Angelofdarkness555 Dec 26, 2012 Writer

Wow.....I'v been through the same

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~AndrogynousRabbit Sep 27, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

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~moonsand9999 Sep 28, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

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~Ilnoitra Sep 23, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Trust me, I know the feeling, 6 months ago the chick who broke up with me a year ago tried to convince our school I was harrassing her, at the same time I saw her getting started on the same old game with my best friend...............................

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~moonsand9999 Sep 24, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Oh wow...im sorry to hear that

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~Ilnoitra Sep 24, 2012 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

hey, no matter how bad things get they always could have gone worse, and eventually will get better

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~moonsand9999 Sep 24, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

True that

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~InffyFaun Sep 23, 2012

It may be over a year, but it's exact. Sharing the feels.

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~moonsand9999 Sep 23, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Yea.. its something hard to go through...

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~InffyFaun Sep 24, 2012

But it's good to have friends who help!

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