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That's Just Not MeJust leave me alone.
I'm not my sister.
I never will be.

I can't talk for hours and hours
About my feelings
Or my thoughts.
That's just not me.

I can't be an open book
For anyone to read.
That's just not me.

I can't be happy all the time,
Skipping wherever I go
And humming a merry tune.
That's just not me.

I can't be a social butterfly,
And chat happily
With every person I meet.
That's just not me.

Stop trying to figure out
Why I hide in the fantasy worlds
In the books I read.

Stop trying to figure out
Why I'm so quiet
And never have much to say.

Stop trying to figure out
Why I seem so down
Instead of

My Heart Is Closed AgainWhen I met you,
my heart was closed.
From every guy
since I've never been treated right.

We started talking,
almost every day and night.
I laughed at all your jokes
and smiled at every cute text.

You were the one
that opened my heart once more.
Just for me to get hurt again.

You told me you hoped I didn't have feelings
because it would never work out.
Then called me annoying
and went to bed.

So now I lock up my heart again
tighter then ever.
'Cause I never want to fall for a guy like you again.

All You Do is LieDon't you realize
That you can't treat people like that?
Don't you notice
That you can't keep friends like that?
Don't you know
That you can't get anywhere like that?
Don't you ever see?
All you do is lie
And it kills me.
Now all I can do is die.

Haven't you learned
That no one likes a liar?
Haven't you grasped
That you'll go up in fire?
Haven't you recognized
That this situation is dire?
Don't you ever see?
All you do is lie,
And it kills me.
Now all I can do is die.

Can't you envision
That I need someone?
Can't you realize
That this is not fun?
Can't you think
That you may have won?
Don't you ever see?

JoyOne magical summer was all it took
For me to fall in love with you
I was no longer a closed book
I finally found someone I could talk to.

Picnics in the middle of the forest
Flowers in my hair
A thousand vows we promised
Never each other's happiness to impair.

We stand peering into the lake
My reflection always right next to yours
Nothing on Earth could ever break
Our eternal love on these shores.

The enchanting summer of 2012
The season that changed my life
With you into another world I would delve
A world completely absent of strife.

And now I confidently beside you stand
Beautifully adorned in my ivory dress
Our futures a

The first time you ran away
I cried
Because it happened before
And I wasn't there
At your side

The first time I remembered my past
I cried
Because you hadn't been there
Through all the pain and tears
I was alone...

The first time they told me
I cried
Because the future was mine
With everything I would become
I thought I couldn't ask for anything more

The first time I held your hand
I cried
For your suffering
And your strength
The strength I'd need to live

The first time I kissed you
I cried
Because it hit me
The long road ahead
How everything would change

The first time you hugged me
I cried
My tears fell on your

TearsFeelings grow intense
Emotions start to hurt
That pressure I can sense
That pressure on my heart

And then it happens again
My eyes with water filled
Tears down my face stream
Unbearable is now the pain

I'm running out of tears
My eyes are getting dry
It hurts facing my fears
And I thought I couldn't cry

That river flowing once more
My heart is feeling weak
But I have to fight and be strong
It's my life that it's at stake

But tears come to me again
Tears show my real pain
I just want to cry and evaporate
How much of this can I take?

Now tears are coming no more
The fountain barren has gone
My heart is feeling empty
And m

Learn to say goodbyeI listen to our song
one last time.
I delete your number,
because you don't want to talk again.

I thought that now,
things would change.
But you just put me,
in second place again.

So its time for me,
to learn how to say goodbye.
Learn how to take back,
all my i love you's.

Because now you only wanna talk,
when you want something from me.
I can't take that anymore.

So I get rid,
of that picture of us.
Then pack away all the memories.

My Note to YouMy Note to You
A poem by Isaac Black

Hey, Mom and Dad,
It's me—your son!
Boy is today going to be a lot of fun!
Happy Birthday! Today I'm thirteen!
So if we're gonna talk, we can't be seen.
I know you love me
And I love you too,
But talking to parents is just not cool.

Hey, Mom and Dad,
Remember me?
I've been out with friends, you see,
Staying at home is totally lame,
But I always look forward to you calling my name.
Don't show these notes to anyone—okay?
See-ya later, until I have more to say!

Hey, Mom and Dad,
School is rough
Some of these classes are really tough!
But dealing with the other kids is the worst

A brother like youI remember when we met
Together with our friends, watching the sunset
Though you probably don't recall
You caught me when I was about to fall
I didn't know you so well right then
How the time has flown since way back when
I do not know how we came to be
Brother and sister, you and me

But brother, I'm certain
That some words were never said
Now suddenly I'm not so sure, maybe it's all in my head
You spoil me rotten, yes you do
So much that I could never repay you

You tell me I'm nice
But I know that's not true
A sister like me
Is definitely not worthy
Of a brother like you

If you want her...Love her every day a little more

Find a new way everyday to let her know

Tell her always by word

And make sure she really feels loved

Everyday in every way.

UmbrellaWill you be my umbrella?
That shelters me from the shards of glass that fall from the sky,
The hate, the depression and the lies,
Even within the mist, all I could see is you.
Even within the clouds, all I need is you,

During my darkest days,
You lifted me to the skies,
You took me away,
To places that I thought never existed.
Even though you weren't perfect,
Even though you let in rain every now and again,
I still held you tight,
I did my best to show you the light.
You sheltered my soul from the loneliness of this world,
You became my wings, my reason for living.
My umbrella.

HellGathering darkness beckons
I watch my world close in
Sliding into private hell
For some forgotten sin

Come tidal wave of sadness
Wash every hope away
Drive me to the deepest depths
Then fight to make me stay

Unworthy, lost and lonely
Crush everything I am
Hold up that silvered mirror
For this unwanted man

Show me all my brokenness
The flaws I try to hide
Highlight every failure
Steal every trace of pride

Then leave me in the blackness
Without the will to fight
Helpless sniveling coward
So lost without a light

Crying tears of loneliness
In deep depressions maze
This iron grip far stronger
Than any man made cage

Reach ou

Not MeThey can wonder
But they will never know
All these emotions
That I never show

They don't know me
Like they say they do
One wrong move
And they will know the truth

I can't achieve higher than expected
Or they might get suspicious
I am ordinary, part of a cliché
Peer pressure made me this way

Caked in make-up, with a high pitch laugh
This is the person they see
This person is not me.

There is still a tearI still cry for you,
but don't say a word.
'Cause you say it makes you feel gulity.
I don't want you to feel that.

I said I would try to let go,
but I'm still holding on.
Why?
You were the first one to call me beautiful.

You were the only real one.
I gave you my heart,
and I still feel like you have it.
I can't give it away to anyone else.

So after all this time we have been apart
I still shed a tear now and then.
Still thinking why did this happen?

Smile For Me.When she smiles
her eyes flutter to the floor,
her lips slowly curl into a smile,
her cheeks turn light pink,
and her hand
falls softly over her mouth.
When she smiles
butterflies whirl through me,
she takes my breath away,
I can't take my eyes off of her,
and the whole room
stops to stare.
When she smiles
I want to run my hands through her hair,
hold her sides,
get lost in her baby blue eyes,
take her by her hand,
and kiss her oh so softly.
When she smiles, I smile.

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Why did you go?

by ~moonsand9999, Jun 24, 2012, 10:19:36 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I felt like nothing,
and cried.
Where were you?
Right by my side.

I lost a loved one,
and cried.
Where were you?
Right by my side.

I got in a fight,
and cried.
Where were you?
Right by my side.

I was blocked out of the life,
of my best friend.
The one I loved.
I cried.
Where were you?
Gone because you wanted me out of your life.

Why did you go?by ~moonsand9999

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

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~fullofenergy Jul 21, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

That is so sad.

Good, but sad.

At first, I thought you were talking about God and how he's always by your side, but then you said "Gone because you wanted me out of your life" and I thought "That's not God..."

So now, I'm wondering who it's about... if it's too personal you don't have to tell me...

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~moonsand9999 Jul 21, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

It is about my ex best friend brandon. He texted me at one A.M. saying I'm blocking you out of my life because you would be the only reason why I would lose my girlfriend. Don't talk to me unless I change my mind and talk to you. He ended up losing her anyway and talked to me again. Yet things really haven't been the same. We would talk everyday now we have only talked 2 or 3 times since the "unblocking"

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~fullofenergy Jul 22, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

oh, that's sad.

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~moonsand9999 Jul 22, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

yea...

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~briicial Jun 30, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

That is so sad,

i want to hug you now that is a beautiful piece of poetry!!!

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~moonsand9999 Jun 30, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Aww thank you so much! I appricate it

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~briicial Jul 1, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

No problem

your amazing!!!

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~GuineaGirl106 Jun 27, 2012

i really like this, its sad but its good

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~moonsand9999 Jun 27, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks. I kinda wrote this on to get my sadness and anger out.

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!NastyEyes Jun 25, 2012

I really like this! awsome XD

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